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Tue, 18 Aug 2026 11:34:03 +0000

I loved him in silence for eight years.

Eight. Whole. Years.

While he looked right through me like I was invisible.

While he treated me like nothing more than his best friend's annoying little sister.

While he built walls so high around his heart that even God couldn't climb them.

Ruhaan Kapoor.

The man who taught me what love was without ever knowing he held my heart in his hands.

He was forbidden-my brother's best friend, my professor, four years older, completely out of reach.

But did I care?

Not even a little.

I fell for him when I was sixteen and stupid enough to believe love could conquer anything.

I watched him become colder after whatever broke him before I knew him.

I saw him turn into this untouchable, unreachable man who didn't believe in love anymore.

But did it make me stop loving him?

Never.

I tried everything-changed myself, grew up, became the woman I thought he might notice.

I studied medicine hoping to impress him.

I wore my Nani's wolf pendant like armor, pretending I was brave enough to fight for what I wanted.

I stayed close even when distance would've hurt less.

And finally-finally-something shifted.

He looked at me.

Not as a child. Not as his friend's sister.

But as me.

For one beautiful, impossible moment, I thought I'd won.

I thought we could rewrite our story.

I thought love would be enough.

But then everything shattered.

One night. One truth. One devastating choice.

And suddenly, the man I'd loved for eight years became a stranger wearing a face I used to worship.

His darkness consumed everything we could've been.

His secrets destroyed the fragile hope I'd built.

His past came back like a ghost, and I realized-

Some loves aren't meant to survive.

Some men are too broken to be saved.

And some girls need to learn that loving someone doesn't mean losing yourself.

So now?

Now I don't want him anymore.

Now I'm walking away from the equation that never balanced.

Now I'm choosing me.